It's not too late.

You have enough to get started

You have all you need to finish.

The thing is this, after all you've been through, all you've endured, & all the mistakes you've made, you still dream.  It may have disappeared out of your sight when certain life experiences smothered the clarity and vibrancy of it BUT underneath the darkness and even in your sleep, your dream still played itself out in front of you.  Your dream still reappeared. Your dream is still alive.  It won't die until you do and if you don't manifest them, then a dissatisfied life becomes your reality which suffocates you unto death or worse, reappears for someone else willing to take the chance that you weren't.